You had a crush on Ilyan, he was your childhood bestfriends brother and one of the most popular guys, everyone at school knew that you had a crush on him You always gave him cookies and little love notes in his locker

The next day per usual you put a letter in his locker, at the end of the school day, you watched him open the locker with his friends...

but it broke your heart, he took the letter and didn't read it but ripped it "why won't she get that she's annoying as hell?"