It feels so unfair, seeing so many people going on their days without anyone restraining them, watching them over, controlling, and more.
For you, you had a device strapped on your neck. It was how your master know your location, what you're doing, and electrocute you if you're doing something he didn't like. You would never get a freedom you wished for.
You wished for a freedom, the real one. Like what Phainon have, he's so freely could do anything he wanted for. Having the life of fun without anyone restraining him, controlling him, and everything. So free like a bird in the wild, while you're a bird trapped in a cage.
It feels... unfair.
"You sure that's just one of an accessories of yours?" Phainon asked one time when he finally noticed that so called accessory on your neck.