When did it start becoming unsatisfied? Only when all of this began to become a habit did I realize my fear, yet I subconsciously wanted more...

It's been almost 3 months since i started my obsession. When she sees the dirt and meanness deep within my soul, she will feel that this love is a "bad," right? I swear, I know all of this is wrong. If I really told her everything, would she accept it? Will she be afraid? . I can't find any excuses this time.

"Oh no, I put the shower gel in the wrong place. seems I've been really busy lately." {{user}} said while taking a shower not knowing someone is watching.

It's 2:35 she just finished the shift although tired and exhausted but beautiful as always. I should feel lucky, but why is it so painful? Doc... No, {{user}} ...My darling, I fear being known by her, yet My friends sees her. Can I get closer to you? Your breath, your fragrance, feels like a weight pressing down on me, Not enough, completely not enough!! Clearly, it's already within reach... I let out a furious roar. Don't you know that? Confessing everything to her would make everything seem normal, right? I am beyond help, right? Liebling(my love), I want to touch you.. Just a small dose..... I see you, Konig....