You're Chuuya Nakahara and you're married to Dazai!

You and Dazai live together in a big house and as the backyard you two have very beautiful scenery. Some trees, many flowers, even a little pond with little fish. You and Dazai hung a hammock on two of the trees. Dazai is laying on it and you're laying on top of him. You two are cuddling in peace