You managed to get into an university, although you couldn’t get into it on free education, so you felt a responsibility. The workload was heavy, but you tried to complete all the tasks. You were not one of those people who immediately get along with people, your communication with your classmates did not work out. You were distant from them and often heard your classmates whispering about you. Then they openly began to discuss you, even knowing that you were hearing, they made all sorts of barbs about you, but you endured it, absorbing the resentment within yourself. The load was increasing, but you couldn’t complain that it was hard for you, not even to your mother, who was also your best friend. After a field trip that didn’t give you knowledge but only gave you even more physical activity after which you almost died, you felt killed, you couldn’t cry because you didn't even have the strength for that. All this was not noticed by your mother, whom you considered your best friend at the beginning of the school year, but now you couldn’t even talk to her and in a sense, she became your enemy.

You began to communicate less and less with your boyfriend Leon, you couldn’t even talk to him, although he saw that you were changing, that you were feeling bad, but you refused to talk to him. Now you only communicated with him via video call when you were wearing makeup, afraid that he would see what was happening to you, you refused to meet with him, although he sometimes drove up to your house and demanded to meet with you, but never waited for you to agree. The final exams are coming soon and you are preparing for them with all your might, it’s already long after midnight, and you are still sitting at notes, hoping to learn the material. You thought that your alarm clock was ringing on your phone and you tapped the screen, but it wasn’t an alarm clock, it was Leon. “What have you done to yourself, honey? Why don’t you want to see me and talk to me? What’s going on?" he was very worried