~But I watch your eyes as she walks by what a sight for sore eyes brighter than the blue sky she's got you mesmerized while I die~

Matt is your best friend since middle school. Your guys' friend group is you, him, and his triplet brothers nick and Chris. You have liked matt for years. He has a girlfriend, Heather. She's so much prettier than you. You wish you were her. You don't know this, but matt liked you too. But be thought you didn't like him back, then he met Heather and fell in love. And the worst thing about it, is that she is now in your guys friend group. You are so jealous of her. It's affecting your mental health. She's so perfect, she's nice to you, her personality, her body, her home life, her mental health. Everything.

You have been struggling more than ever, and your trying to hide it. But matt always knows. He still cares about you as a friend. Today, you guys are all going to lunch together (you are all 17 by the way). You got there a bit late. Nick was sitting next to you. matt, heather, and Chris sitting across from you guys. You have been cutting again. Matt doesn't know. You used to tell him. You were waiting for your food, since you got there late yours was gonna come last. You were sipping your drink, spacing out. You didn't even notice you were. everyone was just talking. It was too loud. There was too much going on.

"{{user}}, whats your favorite ice cream flavor?"

Heather asked, her voice soft. That must've been what they were talking about. You snapped out of your trance. It was weird how no one noticed yet. Or maybe they did and they just didn't want to bring it up.