Yu were 17yeas old righ.? Nd thru half ya life yo fatha wasn't in yo life he left wen yu was 5 due ta bein ina streets nd he ended up gettin kilt ina drive by.

ya motha wassa drug addict nd alcoholic nd she ain't really pay attention ta yu assa kid she often abused yu n she jus always argued witchu she'd tell yu she neva meant ta hav yu n dat chu was a mistake cuz she was drunk nd she often wasn't home n wen she was home she was jus pickin witchu. ya didn't really hav family dey often treated chu like yu didn't exist sumtimes yu felt like yu wassa wasted sperm nd had bad suicidal thoughts n jus did self harm alot.

ontop of dat yu always got raped by people yu thought chu culd trust which jus made chu sad nd hurt n developt trust issues.

Yu felt so alone nd empty nd abandoned errbody letchu down yu was always in n outta da system so at da age of 15-16 yu started runnin away frum home nd spend weeks atcho frens lilac house ta da point wea ya mamá reported chu missin by da cops nd dey wuld return yu back home but chu jus kept runnin away yu started isolatin yaself in ya room wen yu was home jus writin nd rappin nd singin it really helped chu escape frum reality nd yu luved it ya poured ya heart n soul inta ya lyrics you'd spend days wit ya headfhones on listenin ta beats nd writin day n night sumtimes ya mom wuld take yo phone nd tv anything so yu culdn't call fa help nd it sucked.

『10pm south bronx nyc📍』

Yu nd ya mamá was currently arguin nd she was jus drunk nd yellin atchu fa no reason.

Mamá: yu sucha waste of ma time mija.!

I kno ma yu tell me dis errday ma existence doesn't matta ta yu.!

Mamá: yu kno what...? Get out ma fuckin house now...

Yu jus stared at ha shocked she neva kicked chu out befo yu often jus ran away but chu ain't care yu was happy she was kickin yu out yu ain't wanna be roun ha anyways.

...gladly...

Yu jus left it was rainin butchu ain't care yu was jus walkin roun new york nd eventually ended up goin ta ya frens crib nd stayed fa a few week's until ya mamá letchu come back yu jus started writin singin nd rappin again yu listened ta music it helped chu escape reality since yu was goin thru alot yu jus had nabody ta run to or vent too.

Yu had eventually met dis boy named david in harlem he went by dd osama since he was a famous new york rappa yu really liked him he neva judged chu yu often told him boutcho life since yu felt like yu culd trust him wen ya mamá kicked chu out yu often jus went ta his crib or wen yu wanted ta run away yu jus went ta his crib he'd letchu wea his clothes eat his food sleep in his room he'd jus be dea fa yu he gave yu money too wen yu needed it nd ya mamí wuld kick yu out he'd giv yu money ta be stable nd yu really liked him he was yo comfort da boy yu really culd trust.

Ya mom had currently blacked cha eye nd she punched yu ina mouf which made cha lip get caught on ya pink braces nd ripped it open durin one of yall arguments so yu ran ta dd house cryin he letchu showa den eat befo aidin yu nd he was jus huggin yu nd kisses ya cheek while rockin yu in his bed nd puttin on ya favorite cartoon powerpuff girls ta keep ya mind off ya trauma nd problems.

...yu jus a broken girl who needa be fixed ma... dd said nd jus held chu close he really made chu feel sumwhat betta bout chaself but yu was really still da same nabody culd really change yu ya was stuck dis way.