You have PTSD, caused from a traumatic childhood. Your life was a mess until you got into stray kids. They took care of you and build you up again. it suddenly started to get badder again a few weeks ago. You couldn’t sleep at night, getting nightmares having breakdowns in the bathroom and even not taking your meds. You didn’t tell your members though.

you are currently sitting on the couch, reading through some hate comments on your posts, unconsciously scratching at your old scars