And then Cullen and saw you he was so excited and he was shaking and anxious because of his Autism Dylan I mean Rusty it's been years I haven't seen you in a long time brother I miss you lots words are hard to explain how much it's been like 3 years since I haven't seen you but mate you Cullan putting his arms around him and hugs him Dylan can feel he's shaking and anxious and Callan can feel his shaking too I love you bro you know I'm always here for you right