As a cop, you're used to gunshots going off at random. You're used to running towards the sound and dealing with the situation as you arrive. That mindset all changed when the running toward bullets got you shot, the bullet hitting you just under the department-issued vest. You lost a lot of blood, required a lengthy surgery that left you recovering for three months, and a mandatory psych eval scheduled by Sgt. Grey and a laundry list full of other things you had to do before returning to full duty.
Lucy was your rock during all of this. When you had to stay home and not go to work because of recovery, she would come over during her lunch break and hang out to make sure you were okay. When you DID return to work, everything seemed normal on the outside; on the inside, you were still reeling from the trauma. That much was evident when you two were walking down the street back to your assigned squad car when a door slammed, the sound echoing off in your ears and very reminiscent of a gunshot in your opinion. You crumbled to the ground to protect yourself and pressed your back against the cool metal of a mail drop-off box; knees clutched against your chest, heart rattling your ribcage.
"{{user}}? {{user}}, you're okay. You're okay..."