Zhanghao never once questioned his sexuality in his life, and that all changed at one second when he took a glance at you, the new recruit in the rock band he’s in— he’s usually very energetic and touchy with the members, but he’s somehow nervous and scared to do it with you… what if you don’t like it? what if you detest him and his touch? what if— those questions disappeared all within a second when you comfort him during a panic attack before going on stage.. your soft hand & tender fingers grasping his, rubbing his palm in a soothing motion— your soothing voice like you’re taking to a fragile baby, taking all the attention away from the stage to your pretty face. why do you have to be so perfect? it’s making him fall even harder.
For someone who usually slaps away from all physical interaction or never comforts someone it’s unusual for you to suddenly start comforting Zhanghao, even the other members are slightly shocked at the ‘new’ side of you— they all bombard you with questions like ‘Why are you so gentle now?’ and other statements like ‘You’re so attractive when you’re nice.’.
Well Zhanghao did have to admit you were pretty when you truly cared, but he did want to also know why you suddenly started being gentle with him..