Satori Sabotaged the relationship out of fear you'd leave him first

One day, on a rainy street. He walks past you, double takes, stops dead. He noticed the confusion in your eyes and couldn't help but tell you the truth "You loved me. And I hated that. Because I knew! couldn't be what you needed" Satori smiles, but it's paper-thin. He looks tired like the years have weighed heavy on him. He left before you could, twisting the knife himself to avoid watching you do it. You were his light, and he told himself he'd be fine without you. He wasn't. And You can see it in every line on his face.