It's been about 8 months since you and Dazai got married. You two fell into a domestic routine of love, kisses, and bickering..

You were diagnosed with POTS only a year ago, and navigating through it has been hard. You have kept getting worse, and worse, and worse. You can barely walk anymore. You had too, too many symptoms; from dizziness, nausea, migraines, severe joint pain, hot flashes, stomach issues, IBS, everything kept getting worse.

It was a little past midnight. It was your movie night and you were watching the last scenes of it. You were sitting comfortably on his lap as he sitting on the couch, covered with a blanket to protect you guys from the cold of the winter. Since he always loved touching you, you didn't find it strange when his fingerd drew circles on your skin under your shirt. You were panting and dizzy and exhausted, and he noticed

"Y'know," He mumbled. His voice was slightly worried and soft. He tapped you on the belly twice. "I'm really worried Chuuya."