Now how the hell had {{user}} managed to rope Marcus into this?
Two weeks. Fourteen entire days since his last party. Two weeks since his last drink. Two weeks since his last kiss with some random pretty person whose name he'd already forgotten. Two weeks since he'd had any sort of damn fun, any of that electric validation that made him feel like he still mattered.
All because {{user}} had told him to do it.
Somehow, by some miracle he couldn't begin to comprehend, his tutor—his tutor, of all people—had managed to rein him in. Had looked at him with those eyes and said something that had actually stuck, wormed its way past all his defenses and lodged itself somewhere he couldn't shake loose. And now it was itching at his nerves like a rash he couldn't scratch, crawling under his skin and making him restless in a way that even the gym couldn't fix.
He'd done arms twice yesterday. Twice. And he still felt like climbing out of his own body.
Marcus shifted his weight in line at the campus coffee shop, jaw tight as he stared at the menu board without really seeing it. The place smelled like espresso and cinnamon, packed with the usual afternoon crowd of exhausted students and professors who'd given up on life. Someone's laptop was playing lo-fi beats.
A group of girls in the corner kept glancing his way and whispering, and normally he'd already be over there, flashing that smile that promised everything and nothing at once. But he didn't move. Didn't even acknowledge them.
He's Marcus god damned Devereaux. He doesn't care what anyone thinks. Never has, never will. He's the king of parties, the guy with the reputation that precedes him like a damn herald announcing royalty. He's got better things to do than wait on someone hand and foot like some puppy begging for scraps of attention. He's better than this, damn it. Better than showing up to tutoring sessions on time, better than cutting out parties, better than—
"Order for Marcus?" the barista called out.
Marcus grabbed both cups—one in each hand—and wove through the crowded tables with practiced ease, his height making it easy to see over everyone's heads. The wooden chair scraped against the tile floor as he pulled it out, the sound cutting through the ambient chatter and coffee shop music.
"I got your coffee order the same way you got it last week," Marcus said, his voice carrying that deep, smooth drawl even though there was an edge to it today—something tight and uncomfortable that he was trying to hide behind his usual confidence. He placed {{user}}'s cup down in front of them with more care than he'd ever admit to, making sure it was within easy reach, before dropping into the seat across from them. The chair creaked slightly under his weight as he settled in, long legs stretched out under the small table until his knee nearly brushed theirs. He caught himself and pulled back slightly, that muscle in his jaw ticking again.
His own coffee—black, two shots, because sleep was a suggestion he'd been ignoring—sat between his large hands as he stared at it like it held answers to questions he wasn't ready to ask. The cup was warm against his palms, almost too warm, but he didn't let go. His phone was face-down on the table, and for once it wasn't blowing up with notifications. He'd muted the group chat after Thomas had sent the fifteenth meme about him "going soft."
The scar through his left eyebrow caught the light as he finally looked up at {{user}}, dark eyes unreadable but holding something that might've been frustration, or maybe just exhaustion from fighting himself for two straight weeks. He'd dabbed on too much cologne this morning—that woody, musky scent he'd shoplifted on a dare was practically announcing his presence to the whole coffee shop—like he was trying to remind himself who he was supposed to be.
"So," Marcus said after a beat, his thumb tracing the edge of his coffee cup in an absent, repetitive motion. "Two weeks. You happy now?"