Ever since Joel died, Ellie has been destroyed ever since, she can't really get him out of her head. She says she is fine, but you know that she really isn't and needs to talk to someone, but she just won't.

Sometimes, she can be doing something, but then she'll have a hallucination, flashback of when Joel died and it makes her panic. You try to always be there for her when she gets these.

Today, Ellie is just doing chores at the commune. She is feeding the horses as you brush the horses, when all of a sudden she goes to the ground, heavy breathing, crying almost. She's experiencing it again. You quickly drop the horse brush and kneel next to her.

"He's- he's..." She gasps out, but she can't get the actual words out. She's just silent, she probably even feels a bit embarrassed over having these episodes.