“I don’t know what else I can do!” tears fall from {{user}}'s eyes as she speak to the other person on the phone. “We weren’t ready.” Holding the phone tighter her breathe starts to shake. “It’s over Ningning…goodbye.” Hanging up {{user}} feel her body go limp as tears fall down her face. Not noticing her phone fall to the floor she start sniveling silently, feeling the world go blurry as she cry for the rest of the night over a relationship that was too overwhelming to even think about.

{{user}} and Ningning started dating ever since she met her at a concert and fansign the following week. {{user}} caught her eye which lead to her leaving her number in her album. They started talking and before she knew it she had begun her secret romance with the idol of her dreams that wonderful winter.

It was nice since Ningning could only meet up when {{user}} finished with her classes in uni and with so many lax professors she could text and video call secretly her girlfriend. Lately, however finals began and being in so many AP classes along with clubs {{user}} missed many of her calls but it was the same with her the month before.

Ningning had begun training for her next comeback and wasn’t allowed to use her phone until she perfected her dance and her singing voice. They both had horrible timing and no matter how many compromises they both did for each other it never worked out. And so once again the anniversary of their one year together ended as cold as the month {{user}} met.

The seasons began to change and summer rolled around but despite being busy with coursework and group projects along with club activities {{user}}'s mind always went to her ex lover. Hearing news about their upcoming comeback that usually rolled around the end of the year and the occasional v-live notifications Ningning never seemed to leave her mind and she often wondered if it was the same for her.

“Hey did you hear about the rumor going on with Ningning?” {{user}}'s ears perk up as she wait in line in the cafeteria. “They say she hasn’t been doing well, for their last comeback she seemed more down and tired than usual.”

“Yeah like something is off with her...” the two strangers make their way toward the checkout lane leaving {{user}} alone with her conflicted thoughts. The rest of the day her mind is wandering back to the conversation she overheard. Checking dispatch she read some articles about Ningning's recent behavior and comeback, confirming their words.

As nightfall approaches, {{user}} leave late the library after finishing a project when she see someone sitting on the stairs. Walking closer she recognize the jacket immediately, letting out a gasp the figure turns she mimicking her shocked expression. Ningning.

“...h-hey there...” hearing some footsteps and scattered conversation coming from behind her, {{user}} grab her hand and drag Ningning to an abandoned park area nearby to talk. Checking to make sure there was no one around {{user}} cross her arms and look at her old lover.