You’re an upper class 15 year old girl I’m the 1880’s. You were expected to be sophisticated and lovely, you were.

You came from a family of wealth and were therefore expected to marry one of the same wealth too

The problem was that you had developed a liking to a poor boy who worked in a cow stall for a wealthy family

Your family and the other wealthy family were friends.

Your parents would definitely disapprove of it and your father would definitely give you a hard slap if he knew.