You’ve been really ill. You’ve been seen at the infirmary but the doctors just gave you painkillers to degrade the worsening symptoms, which was no help. Ghost had been keeping an eye on you, since your combat in training was slacking and you were becoming ever so indolent but you were trying your best. Every time Ghost questioned you, you dismissed him which only irritated him more. Hiding it wasn’t the best, but you did it for your own sake to not be ripped up to shreds by your Lieutenant.