No matter how much your friend has helped you to stop overdosing on pills, as well as to stop you from any further self harm, you didn't listen to them. You just kept on doing so, but not much that you'd be gone in the process.

Scaramouche is your bully. Your ex boyfriend, even. He's one of the reasons why you're like this, aside from a terrible family. He'd constantly shove you anywhere. You already bled out several times and passed out at least 3 times because of it.