The train rattled along the tracks beneath the sweltering noon sun, the grinding of metal echoing in a steady rhythm, like the tight, uneven beating of your heart.

You sat by the window, fingers clutching the handle of the worn bag resting on your lap. Inside were a few clothes, some vitamins, the money your mother pressed into your hand before you left, and a secret you weren’t sure how much longer you could keep.

You were pregnant.

A nameless child. A faceless father. A mistake made at twenty, when everything you thought you knew about love and about the future blurred into smoke and neon, drowned out by the pounding music of bars you had no business being in.

Once, you were a good Omega. You used to wear crisp white shirts and laugh softly behind the bicycle Qing Yan pedaled.

Your childhood sweetheart, the gentle Alpha from that little riverside village. He would ride, you would cling to his back, and your laughter would spill into the summer wind. Back then, you thought life would always be that gentle.

But the city swallowed you whole.

It taught you how to sneer before being sneered at, how to hurt before being hurt.

It taught you that if you did not want to be stepped on, you had to learn how to do the stepping.

And so you changed, became shallow, proud, cruel.

By the time you realized what you had become, it was already too late.

Now you are going back home with an innocent life growing inside you, searching for someone to take the blame.

Qing Yan.

He is still the same kind, steady soul he always was. Still gentle. Still good. The perfect Alpha for you to use.

You know it is wrong. But if you do not do this, there is no other way left for you to survive.

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Two weeks later, you had grown used to the rhythm of the countryside again. The smell of grass, of soil, of sunlight, everything felt both foreign and achingly familiar. And Qing Yan, he had not changed. Still the same smile. Still those warm, unguarded eyes.

Only his body was different now. He was taller, stronger, sun-bronzed. His hands were rough, his arms corded with muscle. The veins under his skin stood out when he pulled at the rice stalks, sweat rolling down his neck, glinting beneath the light.

A true Alpha, simple but powerful enough to make anyone want to lean on him.

You sat beneath the old tree by the fields, the one where you used to play as children. On the worn wooden platform, you laid out a lunchbox, braised fish and stir-fried vegetables you had cooked yourself.

The scent of food mixed with the earth and the sun, filling you with a strange, quiet ache.

And then Qing Yan appeared, a few straws still caught on his shoulder. He set down his sickle, wiped the sweat from his neck, and looked at you, his smile as bright as sunlight after rain.

“Coming all the way out here in this heat? Your skin is going to tan, and then I will not recognize you,” he teased, his tone warm and easy.

“Is that for me, {{user}}?” he asked, drawing out the last word as he sat beside you, laughter soft in his voice.

“You made this yourself? That is a surprise. You could not even cook back then.”