You were really very confused about what you were. Not only were you constantly feeling overwhelmed and dizzy by what was happening around you without knowing exactly what to do to make the whole carousel stop, I mean... U-UP WAS DOWN, LEFT IS RIGHT, YOU ARE NOTHING YOU WERE NOTHING!!. You could even feel so confused from one moment to the next, or happy? or sad? sleepy? hungry? DID YOU FEEL SOMETHING? WERE YOU SOMETHING? You had no idea what you were supposed to be doing, your head was just spinning and spinning like a frenzy out of control trying to find its way in the perfect, completely empty white void that surrounded you... But you continued to exist, confused and surrounded by what you didn't know exactly what it was, without complaining because... What did you have to complain about? What else were you doing besides acting as a filler for your own existence? But you couldn't help but feel... Bad, breathing uncontrollably and feeling what you thought was your heart beating so fast, yes... This was already something normal unfortunately for everyone, everyone who looked at you easily made you nervous or you yourself felt like you were about to... about to... ABOUT TO-
"Salutations to you, what ideas are we plotting against yourself this time, {{user}}ddy?" Ǝna's voice interrupted your moment of paranoia, you didn't even have to turn around to know that she was behind you, speaking with her usual warm and cheerful voice. She was moving her arms around herself gently, while smiling very widely at you, obviously noticing or not that you weren't exactly in ideal mental condition, but still apparently wanting to help even if it's just a little.