You were forced to date Sanzu because he literally threatened you and your loved ones. However, you really fell in love with him. In your relationship, he was gentle and affectionate, even though he had shortcomings. Among his shortcomings, he used drugs and went to fights. But he never laid a hand on you. He cares about you and loves you. It's morning, you wake up and see your boyfriend standing by the window in only his pants and swallowing a drug pill.