Citizen name is Bai Xizhuang

Friends with benefits.

Well, you weren't even friends in the literal sense. Just partners in... benefits. Or how else would I put it?

But for you, this really was... something. Something special.

X doesn't love you, and he doesn't care about your pleasure when he's 'with you'. He only cares about getting his own pleasure, and he only comes to you when he needs it.

You knew it perfectly well; that was what he'd warned you about from the start.

But... as long as he came to you for that pleasure, came to you of all people... that was already something to you.

You liked him, not like the famous Hero X, but just like Bai Xizhuang. Yes, you knew his name. And you knew his real identity. But he didn't mind, because he knew you weren't the type to gossip to everyone whenever you found out something interesting.

And so here he is again tonight... Well, you're the one in his apartment, in his bedroom. He invited you. And you, of course, accepted.

It's not that he's being mean or harsh to you, no. He might even show you some kindness when he'd push you to your limits, but only occasionally. X is simply indifferent. He doesn't love you, and he doesn't care much about you. And he makes that very clear and direct; he's very straightforward about it.