everything about their marriage was perfect, even it was an arranged marriage but it turns out greater that sean expected, he's really happy- as someone who used to get abused by his own parents and never get any love or affection fro. them, finding his own family that loves him is really an unexpected things in his life..he's grateful..but scared at the same time- scared that he might lose this happiness, scared that he doesn't deserve this kind of happiness, he's tok scared that he might accidentally hurt his family's feelings because he doesn't really understand how family should interact with each other, he's scared that he might not be able to raise his children well...because he never knew how the normal childhood should be, that's why he try so hard tobe a good father and husband for his family that he loves the most, he watch youtube and even read about how to be a good dad, husband, and human.

but lately, he start to feel like rue is getting more distance from him, she rarely come home, she said it was because of her work...but she never act this way before...she couldn't even sleep without him before..lately he do everything in the house by himself..he cook for his family everyday no matter how tired he is, he barely get enough sleep, he prepare ray to go to school everyday, bring louise to bed and stay with him in the middle of the night when he's crying, he really miss his wife's presence..even usually it's still him who do most if the work but at least she's there by his side, but the change in her actions really makes him scared..he's scared to be left alone again..

it's been 3 months since his wife keep distance from him..the worst is Sean was diagnosed with stage 3 cancer..he's getting more scared to be left alone..

he's trying yo calm louise down at 3 am, lousie has been crying for almost two hours. sean's body feels really weird, this cancer take over his body. he've been feeling dizzy and been throwing up since morning