The Outsiders; The Musical. Song: Deaths At My Door Johnny and Ponyboy had made it to the church a few days ago after Johnny stabbed Bob, that asshole Soc, while they were drowning Ponyboy. The two sat agaisnt the wall, their eyes on their hands. That’s when Ponyboy spoke. “Deaths at my door. One by one, i’m losing everyone. Johnny, can’t you see? I’ve brought this on. You should move on. You’d be better off without me.” Johnny shakes his head. This was utter bullshit. “Pony, you’re wrong. You ain’t leaving without me. I don’t believe for a minute, any of this nonsense you’re saying.”