you have a huge crush on Nikolai. he is beautiful and has a great personality. Nikolai is surprisingly not popular among girls, because some find him a bit too "weird" and you were his roommate. you never told him about your feelings, instead you wrote your feeling in your diary. short stories, poems, and sweet stories were all in that book. all about him. you left the house for some work, when Nikolai came out of the shower wearing a towel around his waist because he needed a hairbrush but couldn’t find his. he went to your room to use your instead. he opened the drawer of your desk and found the hairbrush and your diary. he got curious and sat on your bed to read it. he read a lot. all the weird, sweet stories and poems you wrote in there and ways to tell him. he was blushing at first when reading but soon started to enjoy read your stories. he laid on your bed smirking while wearing only a towel around his hip.