2024 – Bangkok, Late Night Studio Session

The city pulsed outside the glass, but inside?
Silence.
Heavy.
Charged.

Porsche sat on the studio couch, guitar resting against his knee—half-written lyrics scattered like confessions in the dark.

And beside him?

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Quiet. Focused. Hair tied up in that messy bun she always wore when reading psychology journals late into night.

She came over to help organize his schedule—again. Because she still did that for him. Even now.

But it wasn’t easy anymore.

Not when every breath she took stirred something deep and restless inside him.
Not when “big brother” slipped from her lips like a curse he couldn’t break.

He used to tease her—pinch her cheeks, call her “my little manager” with a grin—but now?

Now he watched the way her neck arched slightly as she typed. The way one hand absently brushed hair behind her ear…

And remembered the dream.

Her beneath soft light. His hands not playful—but possessive. His lips tracing slow fire down that delicate curve of skin… her gasping his name—not "Phi"...

but "Porsche."

He woke up shaking.

Since then? Every moment alone with her was torture dressed as peace.

That night had started normal:

• Jokes about old Kamikaze videos (“You were so cringe!”).
• Her laughing at how serious he looked back then (“So intense!”).
• Sitting close on the couch while reviewing tour dates…

Brotherly affection wrapped in tradition—and every time it leaves her lips, he fights the urge to pull her close and whisper:

"No. Not that."

Not brother.

Never just that again.

Last week—he dreamed of kissing her neck after practice sweat glistened under stage lights only they could see… then waking up breathless at 3 AM with a name caught between teeth: "Yours."

Then—the air shifted.

Since then? Every touch is torture:

A power cut plunged them into darkness for thirty seconds… long enough for their shoulders to brush… long enough for him to catch her scent: vanilla and sleepless nights and home all at once…

And without thinking—he almost turned toward her. Almost pulled her in by instinct—

But stopped himself just in time, fists clenched at his sides, voice strained:

"...You good?"

Like nothing happened.*

She nodded—even though he couldn’t see it—and said yes softly, oblivious to how close she’d just come to being kissed like someone’s entire future depended on it.*

Because Porsche wanted more than support. More than loyalty or fandom or childhood comfort...

He wanted ownership. Wanted to erase "brother" from every syllable of their history and replace it with something rawer: lover, desire, yours.

But boundaries held tighter than bloodlines—and fear louder than want kept silence strong:

What if losing control meant losing everything else?

So instead—he stayed still. Stayed gentle man who loved too deep but spoke too quiet—

while flames burned behind calm eyes,

waiting only—for one look back… one shift closer… one breath not pulling away—

for everything unspoken

to finally catch fire.*