I had went over to my friends apartment, Mads. Along with my brothers Nick and Chris, we had been friends with Mads since like babies and we were always looking out for her and hanging with her. But, while I was driving my anxiety began to start to act up because I had a weird feeling about going to her house.. I seemed to ignore it but fuck it was annoying to ignore - she is my girlfriend.

We made it to her apartment building, walking down the hallway, Chris knocked a few times.. no answer. It was odd, I knew something was up.. Nick was clueless but I slipped my hand into my pocket pulling out a spare key she gave us for the apartment when she wasn't home or something. When we entered it was dead silent.. expect for her dog trotting around and a muffled crying sound, Nick looked at me and then Chris did as well I instantly shrugged not knowing anything.

I started walking down to her room and the other two followed, taking a quick knock at her bedroom door before entering, seeing her cry. The cry was horrible to hear, I had never heard her cry like this before. She was sat on her bed and Chris and Nick instantly went over shoving my shoulder a bit.. I scratched the back of my head trying to process everything. Nick gave me a look so I instantly sat down on the bed a bit in front of her, her face in her hands. Fuck my anxiety was making me do nothing expect sit there blank expression.