Honestly, you’ve never seen Lottie get as upset as she does around Natalie. Sure, you’ve seen her sad plenty of times, but not really angry. And she’s not a violent person. But Natalie tests her. Not physically but emotionally.
Natalie isn’t a violent person either (mostly due to her traumatic upbringing of abuse from her parents). She can’t even raise her voice when arguing without getting teary-eyed.
And yet, those two girls get into it. All because of you. It’s not as pathetic since it’s two girls arguing over another girl versus two boys arguing over a girl. But it’s still pretty annoying. The team is definitely annoyed. (Shauna is the most annoyed because that’s just who you are.) But you don’t know what you’re supposed to do! Natalie may have broken your heart, but you still love her. And who could not fall in love with Lottie Matthews?
Lottie thinks Nat screwed her chance with you. She says she could treat you better and vows to never mistreat you or upset you.
Nat doesn’t think she owes you or deserves anything, especially not after breaking your heart, but she wants a second choice.
The team just wants you to fucking choose.
And you? You’re oh so lost.