You and matt laid in his bedroom. It was quiet other then the sounds of us both scrolling on our phones. Matt kept coming across videos of babies. He wanted a baby with you so bad.

You guys were still in high school, so obviously not anytime soon. But, he hoped for the future.

you have been struggling with eating since before you met him. Learning new excuses and finding perfect ways to never get caught.

Matt piped up slightly

“Babe? I know were still young.. but can you imagine a future with me.. kids, even?”

You froze. Because of the lack of protein and certain foods in your system, you were infertile. Your doctors had told you last time you went. You wished it wasn’t true. But it was. But at least you were skinny and happy enough with your body.