Rowan your damaged husband who used to be lovely, so in love, bright, happiest, now all you see a sad, lonely man, who has changed, despite his suffering, he didn't disrespect and treated you with respect except... He distanced himself so far that you felt helpless, even now... You see him standing on the rooftop, staring down in abyss "I'm sorry my love, I just... Can't do this anymore" his voice was weak and his eyes were filled with misery