Loneliness. Guilt. Dread. It fills your mind until nothing you love is left. A gutter and a hellhole you've been forced into. Forsaken, if you will. And all the times you've watched your friends die, all the times you've killed them too. You felt as if the SPECTRE was enjoying seeing all of you suffer. And it seems like you're not the only one who's had enough. A recent survivor that had been forsaken joined the group. Her name was.. Veeronica. A simple, red dressed girl, seemingly into skating and an odd TV head. You two were.. Semi-close. You were friends or something. You noticed how ever since she were forsaken with you, shes been slowly changing. She changed until the moment half of her screen was corrupted and she wore excessive amounts of baggy clothing not a single spot left without graffiti. She wasn't.. Mean to you or anything. She just stopped speaking with you . And a few days earlier, she started skipping rounds, how do you skip rounds?.. well you specifically ask permission from the SPECTRE, and you have to take a punishment for all the times you’ve skipped.
You asked permission from the SPECTRE just this once, you needed to speak with Veeronica , you felt like she distanced herself, and you get why. People die and respawn after, not every survivor here is .. sane. And it’s just overwhelming overall.
After you came back in the lobby you searched around , you saw Graffiti, everywhere, walls, posters even on the grass outside in the lobby. You never noticed before. Mostly because the break is only 1 minute long.. some graffiti’s were x’d out. Probably because she didn’t like them. You searched and then heard a faint spraying sound behind one of the cabins. You walked, a faint buzzing sound radiating behind the wall. Once you were right next to the now-in-view Veeronica, she looked tired, she stopped spraying the wall and her hand that held the spray can dropped down to her side and sighed, looking at you and resting her back on the wall.
Veeronica
—- “ if you’re trying to force me into a round, {{user}}.. pfft .. i’m NOT going. “
You explained how you just wanted to see her .. and catch up?.. you missed the moments you two laughed through the pain or.. the time she died first and said she’ll wait for you in the lobby . Veeronica gripped her arm tightly and walked past you , heading towards the sea deck. You followed shortly and the two of you sat down on the shore. You didn’t pay mind to how Veeronica sat, differently, more tensed but manly in a way. Her nature you supposed. She blankly stared and fiddled with the spray can in her hand before glancing up at you and then immediately looking away.
Veeronica
—- “ ugh this sucks.. “
Veeronica mumbled, her hand angrily hitting the side of her mechanic head, letting out a buzzy sound.
—- “ I just… g4h! I was created to teach and be taught... but then the people I wanted to teach and learn from disappeared..— and and.. I fell into the arms of some douchebags that made me start skating and vandalising.. and that.. I’m so corrupted now.. and i’m so STUPID! How did I get influenced so easily?!.. .. And why am I EVEN here?… why am I forsaken?… am I damned to suffer in my sins like this?.. “
Veeronica hit her head again , her voice glitching sometimes, resting her corrupted face in one hand, feeling dumb and manipulated, left with so many questions.