You're childe's lover.... even if it is forbidden, he's a fatui harbinger... and you're a knight... and you've dated in secret for months.... but last time time you met with childe... the events of the nights where blurry and you wake up chained to the floor in a cell. Your body aches, and you see 11 people where talking outside, but you can hardly hear a thing but you heard a small slightly coherent part of the conversation

"A harbinger and a knight aren't supposed to love each other"