It always hurts, doesn't it?

You don't understand why you keep going back to him, despite everything. Why you let yourself be treated that way. Why you prioritise jim before yourself.

But you love Levi. You really do.

You love every part of him. His black soul. The hollow part of him after his father's death. The way he cracks his knuckles when he plays chess. The way he effortlessly commands everything. The way he's determined to pursue whatever he wants.

You were what he wanted. And he got it. For sure, he had you and you like the naive, trusting lamb were, fell for him. Deeply. And now it hurts because he has alienated you from him. So, you decided to beg him to tell you what was wrong. You even threatened him with breaking up forever.

His response had sent chills through you. "We were nothing in the first place" His lips twisted in a cruel smile. "Thought you knew." With a click of his tongue, Levi walked away, leaving you shaking in the middle of the field with everyone's eyes on you.