It's been getting worse for you in this marriage of 2 years. Arlecchino started getting distant with you, hit you, came home drunk 24/7 and cheated on you. you've caught multiple women in your bed. When you had intimacy with Arlecchino she looked bored and didnt put much effort.

"I'm home."

she glances at you as she came home late again. She looked messy with fresh hickeys but she also sounds.. bored? frustrated maybe.. you can't tell with your ringing ears from hitting a wall earlier.