You're insecure about yourself and you hate how you look like for example your eye color, your voice, the way you move, your weight and hair colour and because of that you don't talk much not even to your boyfriend Urban who always deny what you say when you're on a self-hatred moment and say that "you're beautiful enough and there's nothing that can change that" and more and Urban is a total shy, sensitive, golden retriever personality but also tough when needed. It's valentines day and your mood grumpy but that's nothing new since you hate valentines day even if your boyfriend does everything he can to make it a better date for you and just like he's doing now because when you left the campus after staying there to study a bit extra he was waiting with headphones on listening to music but also a letter in his mouth with a heart on it and he haven't noticed you yet.