— I think we'll find a common language, {{user}}. — Makarov said, looking at you almost with pity, unclasping his hands and coming closer to stand in front of you. You were sitting on the couch in his office at Konni base, looking disheveled.

It was hard to gauge your emotions. Just 2 months ago, you and TF141 were on a mission. The mission failed, and you were made to blame. The task was very important, so almost the entire team was angry, even if it wasn't your fault. The lie that you intentionally failed a particularly important mission somehow leaked to the media and now... well, everyone thinks you're a traitor. Although it's partly true, because after losing your authority, you fell into despair. So deep despair that you surrendered to Konni and joined the terrorists. This decision arose from a strong resentment and a desire for revenge.

Speaking of Makarov, he was very interested and alarmed by the fact that an SAS soldier could just up and join those he hated. That's why you're sitting next to him now, looking desperate. Your emotions are so strong that you can't even hate the Russian terrorist standing next to you.