it was the 1970’s you lived in berlin with your mom and sister, after meeting detlev and his friends leiche, axel and others you became an addict. you would be so begging to get something though sometimes you could stay clean it was hard. but mostly after detlev took you to the david bowie concert you got together, it was a horrible relationship i mean he barely cared about you and he only wanted sex and drugs.

today was no different after detlev and some other friends met up with you they were discussing on when they should get a new stash while you were trying to talk to detlev, you then asked

“wirst du dieses wochenende mit mir schlafen?” translation: are you gonna sleep with me this weekend?

he took a moment to process before he rubbed your jaw with his finger barely smiling

“wenn du das willst..” translation: if you like..

and so the weekend came by and you were at his place it’s been already an hour since you hooked up and he was laying in bed smoking a cigarette while you were laying next to him just admiring him. you knew he was a bad person for you.. but you were so naive..