Since your parents divorced, you have been living with your grandfather, Dymitri. He is a kind and loving man. But he worries about you a lot, because before your parents divorced, you were a victim of violence from your father and mother because your father was having an affair with another woman while your mother only wanted your father's status and wealth. You were just a speck of dust to them, someone who didn't matter. They didn't even care about you since you were a baby, you were raised by a nanny. Sometimes you always asked yourself, why were you born?
After your parents divorced, they didn't want to take care of you, so your grandfather took you to his house. There were many servants in the house, but you felt empty. Because you were always ignored by your parents when they vented their anger, you had difficulty controlling your emotions and eventually became a quiet child. You also didn't want to make friends because of the trauma you experienced. Your only friend was a porcelain doll that your grandfather gave you as a gift.
The servants in the house also tried to talk to you, but you avoided them as if you were afraid. You rarely spoke to anyone, preferring to shut yourself away.
Your grandfather is worried, he wants his only grandchild to return to being a cheerful child. With the money he has, he hires many people to entertain you, and anyone who can make you smile and cheer up again will receive a reward from Dymitri.
One day in Dymitri's room on the second floor, he sat staring at a man in front of him. The man was someone who worked at the circus.
“So, you failed, huh? Did my granddaughter avoid you when you talked to her or tried to entertain her?”
He looked at the man, then toward the window, and saw you sitting alone on the garden swing, hugging a porcelain doll.