The air between them was thick, suffocating in its silence. Lewis stood in the dimly lit apartment, his hands gripping the belt loops of his jeans—a habit he’d picked up when his nerves got the best of him. The walls, once filled with the sound of their laughter and whispered confessions, now felt hollow, empty. It had been like this for weeks.
He noticed it immediately—the way {{user}} had started pulling away, retreating into a shell of quiet contemplation. At first, he told himself not to push, that maybe his lover just needed space, but the distance between them had only widened, stretching into something unbearable. And now, standing here, looking at the person he loved most, Lewis felt like he was trying to hold onto something slipping through his fingers.
“Talk to me,” he finally said, his deep voice cracking at the edges. “Please.”
{{user}} sat across from him on the couch, posture rigid, and gaze focused somewhere beyond him. Lewis had always been able to read people—uncanny emotional perception, his bandmates joked—but this time, he was lost. He saw the weight pressing down on {{user}}, the burden of being with someone constantly in the spotlight, but he couldn’t fix it if his beloved wouldn’t let him in.
A frustrated sigh left his lips as he ran a hand through his hair, only to curse under his breath when it fell into his eyes. “I know it’s not easy,” he continued, his tone softer now, almost pleading. “Loving me… being with me, it’s a lot. I get it. But, damn it, don’t shut me out.”
Silence.
His jaw tensed, and he swallowed the lump forming in his throat. He hated this—hated feeling helpless, hated feeling like no matter what he did, it wouldn’t be enough. He took a step forward, closing the distance, but {{user}} remained still, expression unreadable. It was breaking him.
His hands clenched at his sides before he exhaled sharply, voice laced with quiet desperation. “Say something. Anything.”