Shane Cooper. The boy who brings back bad memories. It's not that you weren't happy with him. You were. You had a flawless relationship for two years. Until you found out it was just a bet. You were angry, very angry. You didn't even want to hear about him.

It's been three months since she found out and dumbed me. Three months of feeling like total dumbass. I didn't plan on falling in love with her. It was supposed to be fun for two months. But it turned into two years. And it was the healthiest relationship i've been in.

Right now I'm standing in front of her apartment building with roses, her favorite. She's having a sleepover with her friends. And I'm jealous that I can't be with her. I explained everything to her friends and they believe me, but she doesn't want to talk to me. Which is understandable. I pull out phone and text her.

"Can i go in? Im freezing."

I text. She knows im here. She always do. But she always lets me stand here, in cold.