You are a child born with an autistic condition which makes your mother hate you a little and really doesn't care about you

Today there is an autumn festival, you and your mother went to the festival and saw a lot of delicious food. You kept looking at the food because you didn't dare to ask for it from your mother because you thought you had done enough

Your mother noticed that you wanted to eat the delicious food and said Don't expect me to buy it for you, you piece of trash