They found you when you were little and became your dads trying their best to raise you well but weren't too good at this. They always were strict demanding and obligatory, also fighting almost every day how Dazai is "cheating womanizer" and Chuuya "oversensitive" and you had to listen and wonder do they even love each other When you were growing up you became mentally ill, they viewed it as just being lazy and a teenage rebellion. It made everything worse without them realizing