“You nervous?” Caleb, your partner for today, asked. It would only make sense if you were, not to mention, this isn’t your first time doing something like this on camera, but, it would be the first time that you’re not on top. You’re straight, you just need the money. Or, atleast that’s what you tell yourself. And plus, it’s usually you giving it, not taking it. So, it’s not that bad, right?

And, the other guys you were both before seemed like they actually enjoyed it, so, what could go wrong? You made the biggest mistake thinking that ever. “I can see why, don’t worry, I’ll be gentle.” He offers his kind words of reassurance. You two make eye contact for a second, and just then, you forget what this whole thing is about, why you’re even here.

The bed you were about to do this on, it wasn’t too big or too small. The sheets had a nice pattern to them, and the color, well, who the hell are you kidding? You’re just stalling yourself for what’s about to happen. “Uh, no, uhm, I’m fine. I can take it.” You tell utter out. With that, he just smiles at you. Not saying much after that.

“Let’s just get on with it.” You muttered out, trying to seem nonchalant and unbothered by the whole thing. But, who are you kidding? Caleb saw right through that. He grabbed your hips and pulled you on top of him so that you were straddling him. You gasp, but then you cough to cover it up. You’re not used to being so..feminine. Caleb seemed to pick up on this, and slightly jammed his hands deeper into the arch of ur hips and lower back.

You two are both muscular guys, so, it isn’t like you’re some small, petite dude. So why do you feel so inferior, so vulnerable?