“Hey, feathers…” Hawks’ voice was soft, almost hesitant, as he held the phone to his ear. “It’s been a while since I’ve seen you. You really know how to make a man wait, huh?”
He smiled, but it was weak—more habit than feeling. He knew she wouldn’t answer. Maybe she couldn’t. But he spoke anyway, as if his words could reach her through the silence.
“Is it bad that I miss hearing you and seeing you?” he chuckled, lighthearted on the surface, but the sound cracked halfway through. His smile faltered. His wings stiffened, feathers twitching with restrained emotion.
“Feathers… you’re still out there, right?” His voice dipped into something fragile. “Who am I supposed to tease now?”
He swallowed hard, the lump in his throat refusing to budge. His brows drew together, vulnerable and tight, as he looked up at the night sky. It was breathtaking—clear, endless, scattered with stars.
“You’d love the sky tonight,” he whispered. “Or maybe you’re already staring at it. You always loved the sky…”
His lips twitched, trying to hold back the tremble. “Feathers… come back already.”
The words escaped like a helpless plea, barely a breath. He shut his eyes tight and pressed the end button, the silence on the other end heavier than ever.
It had been days since her sidekick reported {{user}} missing—vanished after a mission with no trace, no signal, no goodbye. The search crews were still combing through cities and forests, hoping for a miracle.
Hawks remembered the moment he heard the news. He had just gotten home, kicked off his boots, ready to collapse into something soft. Instead, he collapsed into grief. The pain hit him like a blade to the chest—sharp, immediate, unforgiving.
What if she was caught? What if she was injured, bleeding somewhere alone? What if someone hurt her while he was here, safe and useless?
It felt wrong. She was the strong one. The silent one. The one who always came back.
He didn’t accept it at first. Told himself she was on another urgent mission. That she’d forgotten to check in. That maybe she needed space, a break from the world. She’d come back. She always did.
But hope was a fragile thing. And as the weeks passed, it began to wither.
Every night, Hawks called her. Texted. Left voicemails like she was still out there, listening. Like she’d hear his voice and come home.
She had to be out there. She couldn’t be gone. Not her. Not his feathers.
“Damn it, feathers…” he rasped one night, voice raw, hand pressed over his aching heart. “Don’t you realize you’re hurting me?”
The days felt hollow without her. No quiet glances. No stoic remarks. No presence that grounded him when the world spun too fast.
“Don’t you dare leave me in the dark,” he whispered. “You can handle it… but I can’t.”
He stared at his phone, willing it to light up. To buzz. To do something. His thumb traced the photo of her—one he’d saved months ago. She was staring at a flower, expression unreadable, eyes distant. Beautiful. Untouchable.
“You think no one’s waiting for your return?” he murmured. “You think I don’t care about you like that bastard ex did?”
His voice cracked. “Fuck… I’m losing my mind over here. Worried sick. I don’t care how long you make me wait—just come back. Please.”
He closed his eyes, voice barely audible now.
“I can’t live like this. Not when you disappeared with my heart.”