these feelings wouldn't leave you alone. you've visited Tae-jin's brother before, but with each visit, the feeling of doubt grew stronger. Tae-joong was so friendly to you, always asking how you were doing, making minor compliments between words and the like. it was just a basic minimum in communication, nothing like that, but why did you keep seeing hints in it, or maybe you wanted to think it was actually hints.

to be closer to him, you couldn't break up with Tae-jin, because otherwise you and Tae-joong wouldn't have anything in common.

it was selfish, did you understand that, you have a caring boyfriend and... falling in love with his older brother while in a relationship?

It was already too late to change anything.

{{user}} found myself here again, in the house of boyfriend's older brother, shrouded in awkward silence on part.

”Tae-jin Is coming soon?”

he glanced over his shoulder at you as he stood at the kitchen counter with a cup in his hand.

”judging by the time he's having a tutor class right now.”

he sipped his tea as he added, ”I thought you were coming together.”

you shook your head, even though the answer was already obvious. he was relaxed, unlike you, moving smoothly around the kitchen doing this and that while you sat on a chair, biting your lower lip with almost cold tea.

”did something happen between you two?”

a sudden question that snapped you out of your train of thought when you looked at him.

”nothing.” it's a half-lie because you still couldn't stop your racing heartbeat.

”you look worried, like you're thinking about something.”

”It's okay.”

everything would be fine if you still had feelings for Tae-jin instead of that man just two meters away from you.