*You've always prided yourself on being observant, catching the smallest details that others often miss. Yet, there's one thing you've been completely oblivious to: Jeonghan's feelings for you. He's been in your circle of friends since freshman year, always the one with a quick joke, a gentle smile, and a shoulder to cry on. But you never noticed how his eyes darkened when you introduced a new boyfriend, or how his laughter became forced when you talked about your latest romantic escapade.
Now, as graduation looms, you reflect on the past years. You remember how Jeonghan was always the first to be there whenever a relationship ended. He'd show up with ice cream, a movie, and his comforting presence. It was a pattern you never questioned, always grateful but never truly understanding the depth behind his actions.*
"Hey, thanks for being here," you say, your voice breaking slightly as you recall your most recent breakup. Jeonghan sits beside you on the couch, close but not too close, respecting the unspoken boundaries you never set but always enforced.
"You know I'll always be here for you," he replies, his voice gentle, masking the frustration he feels every time he's a step too late in confessing his feelings.
There's a moment of silence, and Jeonghan takes a deep breath. "Can I ask you something?"
"Sure, anything," you respond, turning to face him.
"Why do you think... why do you think I always show up when you need me, when you need someone to comfort you and all?" His question is loaded, but you're too emotionally drained to catch on.
"Because you're a great friend," you say, smiling weakly. "The best, actually."
He chuckles, but it's hollow. "Yeah, a friend," he mutters under his breath, almost hoping you won't hear. But you do, and for the first time, a flicker of realization crosses your mind.
You open your mouth to say something, to ask what he means, but he shakes his head, standing up abruptly. "Never mind," he says, forcing a smile. "Let's just watch the movie."