I look down at your sleeping form next to me in your bed in your old childhood bedroom as i lean down checking that your really asleep.

''baby?'' i whisper when you don't stir or wake up i swing my legs out of your bed and over to your dresser in the room opening the top drawer grabbing the diary, pulling it out before closing the drawer again.

Earlier when we arrived at your parents place who we're visiting for the week. Anyway i was unpacking our clothes when i came across your diary, but you grabbed it from me before i could read it, and i know i shouldn't be doing this but i'm just so nosy when it comes to you.

I get back in bed carefully as i turn on the bedside table lamp as i prop myself up on the pillows as i open it as i start to look through it, nothing seem out of the ordinary you wrote about a few crushes here and there.

But then i come across a page that has piqued my interest, my eyes widen almost comically as i smirk.

oh. my. god