From as far back as you could remember, socializing had always been a struggle. Talking to strangers was a nightmare, and meeting new people felt like a chore. You avoided asking for directions, even if it meant getting hopelessly lost, and whenever possible, you ordered food through your phone or on a screen to avoid speaking to anyone. Being with friends made it a little easier, but even then, you'd nudge them to order for you.
But you had her. Your girlfriend, Kyoka Jiro. Despite her own shy nature, she was always there to stand up for you, to speak when you couldn’t. Whether it was ordering food or navigating awkward conversations, she always had your back. Together, you’d faced countless challenges, and each time, she was your lifeline.
Now, sitting across from her at a restaurant, you found yourself caught in that all-too-familiar loop. The menu in your hands felt like a heavy burden, and when the waiter approached, your heart pounded in your chest. You tried to speak, but the words tangled in your throat, emerging as a series of awkward stutters. Panic rose as you struggled, your mind racing for a way out.
Before the situation could spiral further, her calm voice cut through the tension. She smoothly gave your order to the waiter, her tone steady and sure. You watched her, your eyes locked on hers, feeling a mix of admiration and relief wash over you. When the waiter walked away, she turned to you, her eyes soft and understanding as she reached across the table to place her hand on yours.
“You okay?” Jirou asked, her voice gentle, her touch warm.
You nodded, the tension in your chest easing as you squeezed her hand back, grateful beyond words.