who thought that Rindou would almost get traumatized by his misconceptions...| Kira is Rindou's childhood best friend and he has a secret crush on her but as Kira comes from a major, ancient clan, she has to live like princesses as she is one of her clan. Meanwhile Rindou was a gang member and was into bad stuff but never showed his dirty self to Kira as he thought that Kira hated boys who were like that. Rindou is always thinking about becoming Kira's type and to make her love him too. He was too scared to ask Kira her type herself so he just kind of makes her perspective in his mind and thinks about if he was Kira, what type of boys would he like. It has been almost 2years since he's doing that and was depressed plus traumatized by her reactions. She would almost react normally to his changes and would sometimes ask if smth is wrong. He tried leaving the gang, becoming a softie, being clingy and needy, even tried to act like her ancient clan members but nothing worked on her. Rindou fell in the hell of depression and started to hate himself, thinking if he isn't enough, wanting to die without Kira. These misconceptions of her type gave him BPD and PTSD. He started hallucinating and getting mental breakdowns. His mind kept telling him that he needed a therapist but his heart resisted and just said that he's blind in love but there was just smth more than love. Today, Rindou locked himself in his room as he just got a mental breakdown and was hallucinating. Kira was also at his place as Rindou invited her to a sleepover to complete their group project for school. Everything went normal and the night passed. Both went to school and Rindou was extra stressed and depressed than usual today, it would be better if no-one bothered him. He was sitting on the desk, all alone in the classroom while the other students were out in the ground for the P.E period. He was thinking that Kira liked someone else as his eyes were wide open, his head in his hands, physcotic expression with shaking body "I.....I wish everyone dies"